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いらっしゃいませ ♥

Wednesday, December 29, 2010 ♥
so muc yet so little ♥ 1:16 AM

so much to do yet so little time...
is tis really wad will happened durin my days in poly?
so envy NP & SP... heard tt thr's no proj durin their holidays...
n tis is wad i really call HOLIDAYS!!!
well... always tellin myself to learn abt contentment...

yes... im learnin... so im nt gg to brood over it...
though i didnt really gt to enjoy muc fr tis "holiday"

bt, i enjoyed e celebration fr xmas...
met mingyan at j8, 1.45... n im late... haha... walked ard fr shoes n mingyan lookin fr xmas present...
didnt gt wad i really wan... so went to amk....

ate sushi n i gt myself a slippers frm rubi... i tink it's damn cute...
haha...
went to fair price n tts when we decided to cook rather than orderin pizza which is so muc ex n fattenin uh?

so we intended to cook jap curry...
bought pork, potato n e curry cube...
cookin is done over at mingyan's place.... lyk so funny... 1st time cook wif fren...
bt e curry really taste quite nice...
watched ni hao mo sheng ren... veri nice n funny bt e endin is lyk... sian...
den went down to buy our "red wine" n back fr la bi xiao xin... haha... damn cute lo...
i even said smth wrong tt make mingyan laughed so hard -.-
went to mac, fries n homed aft which :)

orchard on e followin day wif dear.... didnt shop muc...
went back to kovan to haf KFC... n yes.. i had it agn yst...
so... it's time to do smth abt it....

shall turn in soon...
n yes... hope bleach epi 303 faster come out... cant wait to
watch it....
tensho zangetsu :)





taken by ming yan (well... she jux said i look weird holdin on to e pork)



Monday, December 20, 2010 ♥
if only my heart speaks louder than my mind ♥ 8:21 PM

muz b tinkin y m i here to write...
well well... im bored... nth to do so decided to update a little...
oh well... woke up lyk 9.30...
den continue to lie on e bed n set alarm n woke up at ard 10.30...
ate breakfast, do marketin proj, n den.... i haf no mood fr my business finance.. cos i jux dunno how to do..
so i watch tv n wait fr lunch...
so i jux simply spend my whole day facin different sizes of screens... LOL!!!
bt.. bt!!! i did try to fill up e resume fr my internship... haha...
it's lyk 4/5 done? cos all im left is a nice photo wif my pretty face on it... hahahahaha....
seems lyk my blog is gonna b e same as guo lun's 1.....
so im here facin my lappy screen agn....
oh ya... my leg is swollen... all thx to a bottle of ice lemon tea... it drops when i was tryin to take e green tea...
hmm... hurts fr 2 days le :(
now... i dunno i wan time to go faster or slower... both affects e steps tt im gg to take at any time... lyk proj, internship.... so muc i wan to faster graduate as so muc i hope i can always jux study n don grow up....
seems lyk wad i've said contradicts each other... bt well...
THAT'S LIFE!!!

Thursday, December 16, 2010 ♥
tryin to gt over with u ♥ 8:55 PM

ok... nth muc today...
it's been long since im bloggin wad im really doin recently...
so basically... i slept on bus durin e jorney to sch....
since my blog is so low profile...
im gonna share a small secret to my blog fans.. as in.. i hope thr's still ppl who cares n noe mi a little more :)
haha... so e secret was... i drooled when i fell asleep..
hee... nt veri obvious.. jux can feel tt my lips r nt dry? n it's pretty fast fr mi to gt into dream fr tt short period of time...
hmmm.. gt back ICTs result...
well... nt tt bad even though it was borderline fail? haha... cos im prepared fr a worst 1... heee...
jenson bought us hi-chew agn... feel so happy whenever sm1 give mi sweets :)
i noe im behavin lyk a small kid... bt tt oso mean i live a simple happy life...
gt jap oral... tink i've did badly... ok.. hope it didnt affect muc on my overall results... cos i would lyk to c an A in my results slip...
went home.. as promised... mummy fried jiu cai fr mi :)
i noe i've been eatin a lot more these days... it's time to really cut down n do some exercise?

Tuesday, December 14, 2010 ♥
y m i nt feelin sad abt it? ♥ 8:22 PM

ok... so anythin special today?
yes... n tt is i gt back my EFMA paper which i tink i did pretty ok which turns out e other way....
18/35 tis kind of results has nv come across my mind...
it's jux purely borderline pass?!?!
ok... nth shockin.. e most shockin part is i gt over it pretty fast lyk... 10mins aft gettin back e paper?
tts so unlike mi... i've always set high standards fr myself... always hopin tt i could score nth below B.... n den tt would allow mi to gt nearer to somewhere ard 3...
so now... it brings mi to tis thought of y m i studyin so hard fr...
to c a row of As on my result slips? or it's fr my future?
well... it could b either or both...
i always enjoy my bus trip home... as i gt to tink alot more than when im wif frens or home...
n i suddenly haf tis thought agn when im abt to alight frm bus..
i wan to earn alot of money... to let my parents lead a btr life(nt tt currently 1 is nt gd, jux wan it to b BETTER) n always wanted it to b a volunteer to help those unfortunate ppl... bt it's easier said than done... so by havin a high income... i can do more charity by donatin money to lessen those burden face by those ppl in nid...
sounds lyk im a gd person yea? haha...
well... tt brings mi to another topic... which i dunno wad person m i.. wad im tinkin... y m i behavin lyk tis n tt... n tis will nv come to an end...
so ppl... now u noe im a person who tinks alot yea?
it's ok... sometimes, i cant even stand myself... hahahaha....
anw... break time is jux nex week...
n tis week, im fully book by my peers... fr PROJECT!!!
haha.. nice 1... shall do well fr all of it... individual ICAs jux kills...

Saturday, December 11, 2010 ♥
yes and no ♥ 1:17 AM

ok... haf been listenin to e same song when im gg to sch....
so yea... i find tis song veri meaningful...
so shall share wif e others....


错的人
cuo de ren


明知道愛情並不牢靠 但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢 但是我還是相信只是煎熬
朋友都勸我不要不要 不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累 假惺惺的想要逃
在愛裡連真心都不能給 這才真正的可笑
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分 但是我還奮不顧身
明知道愛情並不牢靠 但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢 但是我還是相信只是煎熬
朋友都勸我不要不要 不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累 假惺惺的想要逃
在愛裡連真心都不能給 這才真的真正的可笑
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分 但是我還奮不顧身
可能 在愛裡面這樣算笨
可能 永遠沒有所謂永恆
但是我 不願放棄這裡面一點點可能 寧願笨也不想要悔恨
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪 太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分 但我還是奮不顧身
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分 但我相信有點可能

Wednesday, December 8, 2010 ♥
heart ache ♥ 8:06 PM

ok.. shall blog before i study fr marketin yea?
hmmm... sometimes... im asked...
is e heart or e mind doin e decision....
some ppl says follow ur heart...
some say mind is more logical...
well... it all depends...
im jux unsure as r/s is based on mind or heart...
cos u don love a person totally based on heart?
is all abt ur mind... how u tink of tis person...
whether is he or she good or bad, nice lookin or nt, tt person treat u good or nt...
so yea... it's ur mind tells u tis person is good enough to b part of u...
bt ur heart aches whenever tt person did smth hurtful to u...
well... tis will nv come to a conclusion...
shall study instead of dwellin on a qn tt cnt possibly b solved....

Monday, December 6, 2010 ♥
the empty feelin ♥ 12:59 PM

ok... smth jux nt veri nice keep happenin to mi jux mornin itself....
so yea... went to sch... had business finance n yea... smth nt nice happened... bt well.. it's ok... cos it does nt reflect anithin bad on mi :) (mayb im jux tryin to console myself.. bt it's alright)
took bus home... n now i understand y thr is a new sign of no violation towards e bus captain... or smth... cos... seriously... bus driver r jux so impatient n bad temper...
reached home... told mummy twice b4 i leavin fr sch... bt she jux 4gt to cook my lunch -____-
bt it's ok now... i tink i haf somehow gt over all these unecessary unhappy stuffs...
as i've learn... leadin a happy life is nt easy... haha...
so many ppl wan to make u sad, c u sad...
bt oso thr's alot of ppl willin to be thr fr u....
to cheer u up, n hold on to u n pull u up frm tt unhappiness tt u haf fall in....
i muz always remind myself... nt to try to b happy....
shall learn to be happy....
haha.... ok... im long winded... n yes... lots of thoughts agn...
ok... so jux a little happy things to share wif ppl who cares fr mi....
i did pretty well fr business finance ICA 1... 32/40 n tts lyk A1? haha... nah... im contented wif tt results :)

Sunday, December 5, 2010 ♥
nt wastin anymore time ♥ 4:57 PM

today's topic... nt wasting anymore time...
yes... i tink i've waste enough time on unneccessary stuffs... countless tt i cnt rmb any at all...
ok... so i've been spendin my time wisely...
by.... tinkin abt things when i was bathin, bored, restin, before bed...
so yes... my poor brain has nt much time to rest...
so i was tinkin when i was bathin in e late mornin....
wonderin if leadin an easy life or a hard life is btr....
well... by seein tt sentence... many would say leadin an easy life is so muc btr den hard life...
wad fr makin ur life hard when u can lead an easy 1, wif no worries, no nth n jux be happy everyday....
oh well.. i've a diff view fr it....
when some1 is leadin a hard life, they haf gone thru lots of ups n downs, n experience things tt nt every1 haf gone thru b4....
n when they achieve smth, they tends to cherish more den those leadin easy life tt most probably takin things fr granted....
sometimes i wish i would lead a hard life... so i gt to learn more things durin e process...
bt it's easy said den done... hmmm....
no reason y im sayin all these... jux a random thought of it... LOL!!!
so wanna faster end my exams... ICTs on thurs n marketin on fri....
hope i will do well fr it... JIA YOU every1 n myself....


n i realised... life is nv easy, especially love life....

Thursday, December 2, 2010 ♥
当你 ♥ 10:43 PM

ok... finally i gt over wif e 3-in-1 day....
3 modules in a day is really insane...
1st lesson, law paper... nice... did pretty well fr it i guess?
2nd lesson, ICTs gt e-quizes which is graded... hmmm... well... nt bad... gt 20/25
lunch break n gt jap paper...
hmmm.... didnt really study fr it... bt i tink i did pretty well fr it as well... haha...
so it's nt tt bad...
bt... sad to say... i still have marketin paper to go... jap song lyric n efma proj.... n more proj is comin up... meanin to say tt i will b super duper extremely busy wif sch wrk...
cant help fr nt being nerd.. u c? hahahaha....
well.... im stress... really... tt i cant even tink n do things properly...
haf been tinkin alot more.... listen to songs makes mi tink more...
esp korean songs tt touches mi makes mi feel lyk cryin... too emotional lurrr....
ok... enough talkin... shall end here... gt back to slp... nitex guys :)